some days, i like my script. some days, i hate my script.today, i hate my script.
of course, it doesnt help to look outside my window and see this.
i dont know if its just that ive been working on this one for so long, or if im starting to go off track again. either way, maybe i need to take a break from it and... i dont know.
i dont like where this script puts me. the middle of it is never much fun. not a fun place to be. but it helps me fuck with the characters more... which i guess makes it funny. but it always seems to kinda suck in the moment. but, at least by the time i get to the end there is a certain catharsis. usually.
god, id really love to be done with this one once and for all.
but i guess theres something to be said for detail and getting it right. whatever that means.
i need a vacation.
ha.
